"Transform and roll out"

It's time to pop the cherry on this; my new blog. The concept and action of blogging isn't new to me, over the years I've had numerous blogs which I've maintained from time to time. I decided to start a BRAND NEW one as an outlet for my thoughts and experiences with being transgendered, my place in the BDSM D/s lifestyle and general musings on all things fetish-related.

A little background on me.... I consider myself M2F transgendered; as in outwardly I'm male but mentally and emotionally I feel I'm female. I've known about this aspect of myself and battled with it for many many years, the first realization of something about me being different occured around the age of 6 - I started to develop the nagging feeling deep down that I was born in the wrong body. I've dealt with this for a long time now and in the past I attempted to ignore it and carry on with my life, trying my very best to embrace my male self and do my best with what nature gave me. I soon came to realize that it wasn't like a switch that I could just turn-on and off.. I could be male outwardly but internally deep down in my soul and psyche I would feel that the role and behavior of a man just wasn't for me. I'm now in my late twenties and very much want to attempt some form of transition to being female. As it stands now I'm not completely out of the closet and nowhere near the transitional phase - for sure it's a HUGE undertaking, but as they say.. "Nothing ventured, nothing gained."

The other side of the coin that is my life is the fact that I'm active in the D/s lifestyle. I currently serve as a collared submissive / pet under the guidance of my wonderful Domme, Ms. E. My involvement with bdsm and D/s relations started in my late teenage years but didn't fully (in my mind) manifest until a few years ago when I met my current Domme and was eventually collared by her. I take my role as a submissive VERY seriously and take great pride in making Ms. E happy and pleasing her. Over the years I've explored a number of fetishes and have expanded alot of my interests, primarily my interests involve bondage, masochism, encasement, latex, lycra/spandex and sensory deprivation. I'm also very keen on doll-play; that is the act be being transformed into a living doll and being played / toyed with and generally treated like a living toy. It is a type of play that involves mental bondage and speech restriction.